It’s been a while since I actually came on here and posted anything, and it’s mostly because of personal issues that I am dealing with. I have been feeling so uninspired, and feeling so down for the last couples of weeks; hence why I haven’t really done much. About a month ago I received some terrible news about someone close to me and it has really left me feeling so down, and so depressed. But I think the hardest part for me was to be strong for someone when I am not even strong enough for myself. So when I found out, my first thought was, “how am I going to be strong enough for them?” It’s one thing to be dealing with inner issues and slowly working n them, but it’s another when amid those self issues you gotta be selfless and worry about someone else.
But through it all God has been so great. Someone how I have found the strength to be there and to give words of encouragement. I honestly thought my anxiety would kick in and I would be anxious, but I am not. I have my weak days when I just cry, but then I get on my knees and God just brings this sense of calmness to me. I find that in times of troubles, God is honestly the best person to lean on. How many times are we surrounded by friends and family but feeling so down and low? I have been paying more and meditating, and just having praise sessions in my car on my way to and from work. I have just been staying in a positive atmosphere, so that my mind stays positive. I just have been praising God through the storm.
So I am going to come back with some reviews because I have gotten quite a few new products since my last post. In the meantime keep me and mines in your prayers and hope that this storm passes over